{"id":156,"date":"2022-01-23T15:29:43","date_gmt":"2022-01-23T15:29:43","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/egecep.org.tr\/?p=156"},"modified":"2022-10-20T12:18:20","modified_gmt":"2022-10-20T12:18:20","slug":"kartal-daginda-bir-kumru-ozer-akdemir","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/egecep.org.tr\/index.php\/2022\/01\/23\/kartal-daginda-bir-kumru-ozer-akdemir\/","title":{"rendered":"Kartal Da\u011f\u0131\u2019nda bir Kumru &#8211; \u00d6zer Akdemir"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u0130\u00e7inde birikenler \u2018offf\u2019 demeyle \u00e7\u0131ksayd\u0131 e\u011fer, ne derdi kal\u0131rd\u0131 Kumru\u2019nun, ne gam\u0131, kasveti. Oysa \u00e7\u0131km\u0131yordu bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u0130\u00e7inde biriktirdikleri d\u00fcnden bug\u00fcne getirdikleriydi \u00e7o\u011funlukla. Ya\u015f\u0131 otuzu yeni g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc ancak dertleri ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 da ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 da a\u015fal\u0131 y\u0131llar olmu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ne ara bu kadar dert biriktirmi\u015fti? Ne zaman iki \u00e7ocu\u011fu olmu\u015ftu? Ne g\u00fcn kendisi \u00e7ocukluktan \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015ft\u0131 Kumru\u2019nun?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Do\u011fdu\u011fu k\u00f6y\u00fcn g\u00fcnd\u00fcz vakti \u00e7\u00f6l s\u0131ca\u011f\u0131 alt\u0131nda \u0131p\u0131l \u0131p\u0131l yanan bozk\u0131r\u0131ndan ne zaman kalk\u0131p K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck Menderes Ovas\u0131\u2019na tepeden bakan bu Ege k\u00f6y\u00fcne gelin gelmi\u015fti? Bunlara bazen kendisi de \u015fa\u015f\u0131yor, akl\u0131 alm\u0131yordu. Oysa buradayd\u0131 i\u015fte, Kartal Da\u011f\u0131\u2019nda. Kartal Da\u011f\u0131\u2019n\u0131n ba\u011fr\u0131na yaslanm\u0131\u015f, incir, zeytin, \u00e7am a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131 i\u00e7inde kaybolan bir da\u011f k\u00f6y\u00fcnde.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Nemden ve ard\u0131 kesilmeyen ya\u011fmurlardan b\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda Nusaybin\u2019in bulutsuz g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc ve kuru topra\u011f\u0131n ba\u011fr\u0131ndan t\u00fcten sar\u0131 s\u0131caklar\u0131n\u0131 arard\u0131. O sar\u0131 s\u0131caklar\u0131n tenini yakmas\u0131n\u0131, aln\u0131nda domur domur ter peydahlamas\u0131n\u0131, nefesini kesmesini \u00f6zlerdi. \u00d6zlerdi de \u00f6zledikleri bin kilometre ve belki bin y\u0131l \u00f6tedeydi&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Her biri bir insan ba\u015f\u0131 b\u00fcy\u00fckl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde koca koca ta\u015flarla kapl\u0131 tarlalar\u0131nda rahmetli e\u015fiyle sabah\u0131n erinden, gecenin k\u00f6r karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131na kadar didinip durduklar\u0131, d\u00fcnyan\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn y\u00fck\u00fcn\u00fc omuzlar\u0131nda duyduklar\u0131, geceleri kuru ekme\u011fe ve yavan bulgur a\u015f\u0131na ka\u015f\u0131k sallad\u0131klar\u0131, yorgunluktan orac\u0131\u011fa k\u0131vr\u0131l\u0131p yatt\u0131klar\u0131 zamanlar\u0131 b\u00f6ylesine \u00f6zlemle arayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 nereden bilirdi ki? \u00d6yle \u00f6zlem duyuyordu ge\u00e7mi\u015fine, memleketine. S\u0131lada, kurumu\u015f otlar, serin selviler ve kan k\u0131z\u0131l\u0131 g\u00fcllerle bezeli bir mezarl\u0131kta yan yana b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 ana-babas\u0131 da \u00e7\u0131km\u0131yordu akl\u0131ndan hi\u00e7.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Her dakika can\u0131na batan bir diken gibiydi \u00f6zlem. G\u00f6zlerini kaplayan bulut, y\u00fcre\u011finin \u00fczerine oturan koca bir da\u011f idi. \u00d6yle bir \u00f6zlemdi ki her \u2018off\u2019 \u00e7eki\u015fte derdini daha da demliyor, azalmas\u0131 bir yana ha bire i\u00e7indeki ate\u015fi besliyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">B\u00f6yle, \u00f6zlem n\u00f6beti geldi\u011finde (Doktor ba\u015fka bir \u015fey s\u00f6ylemi\u015fti bu krizlerin ad\u0131na) durdu\u011fu yerde duramaz oluyor, al\u0131p ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 k\u00f6y\u00fcn d\u0131\u015f\u0131na vuruyor, \u00e7o\u011funlukla da kahvehanenin arkas\u0131ndaki B\u00fcy\u00fckkale\u2019ye \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yordu. Rahmetli e\u015finden bin kat daha anlay\u0131\u015fl\u0131 ve sevecen olan yeni e\u015fi de, art\u0131k ergenli\u011fe ad\u0131m atan k\u0131z\u0131 Rojda da, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck o\u011flu R\u00fcstem de, k\u00f6yl\u00fcler de al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015flard\u0131 onun bu hallerine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00d6nce eli, aya\u011f\u0131 duruyor, esmer y\u00fcz\u00fcne iki zeytin tanesi gibi yak\u0131\u015fan kara g\u00f6zleri sabit bir noktaya dal\u0131p kal\u0131yor, nefes bile ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 fark edilmiyordu. Bu hallerinde konu\u015fsan\u0131z sizi duymaz, dokunsan\u0131z anlamaz, etini koparsan\u0131z ac\u0131mazd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/www.evrensel.net\/images\/600\/upload\/dosya\/202941.jpg\" alt=\"\"\/><figcaption>Foto\u011fraf: \u00d6zer Akdemir\/Evrensel<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">*<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00c7ay oca\u011f\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131ndaki suyu tazelerken anlad\u0131 n\u00f6betin geldi\u011fini. Su bidonunu oca\u011f\u0131n yan\u0131na b\u0131rak\u0131p kahveden kendisini d\u0131\u015far\u0131 att\u0131. K\u0131z\u0131 Rojda arkas\u0131ndan bakt\u0131 bir s\u00fcre. Anas\u0131n\u0131n pe\u015finden gitmek isteyen R\u00fcstem\u2019i yan\u0131na \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. E\u015fi de al\u0131\u015fk\u0131n bir anlay\u0131\u015fla izledi ko\u015far ad\u0131m y\u00fcr\u00fcyen Kumru\u2019yu. Nereye, neden gitti\u011fini biliyordu, o y\u00fczden art\u0131k merak etmiyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Kumru, k\u00f6y\u00fcn hemen d\u0131\u015f\u0131ndaki tepeye ve \u00fcst\u00fcndeki kayal\u0131\u011fa do\u011fru y\u00fcr\u00fcrken akl\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131nda de\u011fildi. Kalenin yosun tutmu\u015f basamaklar\u0131n\u0131 al\u0131\u015fk\u0131n ad\u0131mlarla t\u0131rman\u0131p en tepesine \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131 bir solukta. Hay\u0131tlar, makiler ve k\u0131z\u0131l\u00e7amlar\u0131n aras\u0131nda kalm\u0131\u015f iri kayalar\u0131n olu\u015fturdu\u011fu bu tepeye k\u00f6yl\u00fcler B\u00fcy\u00fckkale diyorlard\u0131. Eskiden burada bir kale oldu\u011fu s\u00f6yleniyordu ama \u015fimdi bu kayal\u0131\u011fa kale denmesini hakl\u0131 \u00e7\u0131karacak tek \u015fey kayan\u0131n tepesine do\u011fru oyulmu\u015f ve y\u0131llar i\u00e7inde a\u015f\u0131nmalarla yok olmaya y\u00fcz tutmu\u015f basamaklard\u0131. Kale\u2019nin tepesinde bir k\u0131z\u0131l\u00e7am, kayan\u0131n yar\u0131klar\u0131ndan kendisine yol a\u00e7m\u0131\u015f tepede bir bayrak dire\u011fi gibi dikilip kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Kumru, Kale\u2019ye \u00e7\u0131k\u0131nca \u00e7am\u0131n dibine oturur, s\u0131rt\u0131n\u0131 a\u011faca yaslar ve i\u00e7ini \u00e7eke \u00e7eke a\u011flard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00c7o\u011fu zaman sessizce a\u011flard\u0131. Bazen ise iyice bo\u015fal\u0131rd\u0131 sinirleri, h\u0131\u00e7k\u0131ra h\u0131\u00e7k\u0131ra, elini dizine vura vura d\u00f6kerdi g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131. Bir s\u00fcre sonra durulur, a\u011flamas\u0131 ge\u00e7er uykudan uyan\u0131r gibi kendine gelirdi. Utanm\u0131\u015f, \u00fcrkek, bitkin bakard\u0131 etraf\u0131na. Annesinin \u00e7ocukken s\u00f6yledi\u011fi K\u00fcrt\u00e7e bir t\u00fcrk\u00fcy\u00fc f\u0131s\u0131ldayarak inerdi kaleden. G\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 i\u00e7ine g\u00f6merdi evine d\u00f6nerken.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Qumr\u00eeka li ser zinara (Kayalar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcndeki kumru)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Delala li ser zinara (Kayalar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcndeki g\u00fczel)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Kul\u00eelka nava dara bel\u00ea (A\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131n aras\u0131nda a\u00e7an \u00e7i\u00e7ek)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Heyfa \u00e7av\u00ean re\u015fbelek (Yaz\u0131k ki o kara g\u00f6zlere)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ketiye dest\u00ea neyara (D\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f d\u00fc\u015fman eline)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/www.evrensel.net\/images\/600\/upload\/dosya\/202942.jpg\" alt=\"\"\/><figcaption>Foto\u011fraf: \u00d6zer Akdemir\/Evrensel<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">**<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cPsikolojim bozuktu ne zamand\u0131r, \u015fimdi d\u00fczeldim. Ellerim kollar\u0131m tutmuyordu, b\u00f6yle k\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f ku\u015f kanad\u0131 gibi iki yana sark\u0131k kal\u0131yordum. \u015eimdi iyiyim\u201d dedi. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir g\u00f6z odadan ibaret kahvenin \u00f6n\u00fcnde, sonbahar serinli\u011fine kar\u015f\u0131 \u00f6\u011fle g\u00fcne\u015finin vurdu\u011fu tahta bir masada oturuyorduk.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Kahvenin i\u00e7indeki duvarlara \u00e7i\u00e7ek resimleri yap\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Duvar\u0131n birinde kuyru\u011fu rengarenk, ucunda mavi\u015f g\u00f6zler bulunan tavus ku\u015fu \u00e7iziliydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u0130sli soba borusunun girdi\u011fi duvara ise Dicle\u2019nin resmi yap\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Doru\u011funda beyaz karlar g\u00f6r\u00fcnen, tepesinde k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir bulut resmedilen da\u011f\u0131n yamac\u0131ndan k\u0131vr\u0131larak gelen \u0131rmak, odan\u0131n kap\u0131s\u0131ndan sanki d\u0131\u015far\u0131ya \u00e7\u0131kmak istermi\u015f gibi ak\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cE\u015fim \u00e7izdi\u201d dedi, resimlere dikkatle bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnce.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Bir \u00e7ay i\u00e7imi sohbet ettik Kumru\u2019yla. Biz \u0130zmir\u2019den k\u00f6ydeki \u00c7ED toplant\u0131s\u0131na gelmi\u015ftik. Yan\u0131m\u0131zda Ayd\u0131n\u2019dan, Germencik\u2019ten, \u00c7ine\u2019den arkada\u015flar vard\u0131. Kimi Madran Da\u011f\u0131\u2019n\u0131 anlatt\u0131, da\u011fdaki madenleri, kimi Ayd\u0131n Ovas\u0131\u2019n\u0131 \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fck yumurta gibi kokutan jeotermalleri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Oysa t\u00fcm bunlar\u0131 dinlerken y\u00fcz\u00fc g\u00fcl\u00fcyordu Kumru\u2019nun. O da Nusaybin\u2019den kendisini ve \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n\u0131 buraya atan r\u00fczgardan bahsetti. Eski e\u015finden \u2018\u00f6ld\u00fc\u2019 diye bahsetti. Biz de sormad\u0131k sonras\u0131n\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">G\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn biri \u015fehla bakan, ince dal gibi bir adam olan yeni e\u015finden sevecenlikle s\u00f6z etti. Y\u00fcz\u00fc muzip\u00e7e \u0131\u015f\u0131ldad\u0131 onun Arnavut inad\u0131ndan bahsederken. \u201cAma o da K\u00fcrt inad\u0131yla tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u201d dedi g\u00fclerek.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Kalabal\u0131klar\u0131 sevdi\u011fini s\u00f6yledi. Ne zamand\u0131r b\u00f6yle bir kalabal\u0131k g\u00f6rmemi\u015fti, heyecanl\u0131yd\u0131. Elindeki \u201cKartal Da\u011f\u0131\u2019n\u0131 rahat b\u0131rak\u0131n\u201d yaz\u0131l\u0131 d\u00f6vizi s\u0131k\u0131 s\u0131k\u0131 tuttu\u011fundan belliydi heyecan\u0131n\u0131n nedeni. Eylemlere al\u0131\u015fk\u0131nd\u0131 geldi\u011fi yerden. Nusaybin\u2019de de il\u00e7e yolunu kesen jandarmalara yakalanmamak i\u00e7in dizlerine gelen kar\u0131n i\u00e7inde ya da \u00e7amurlara belenerek k\u00f6yden kilometrelerce y\u00fcr\u00fcyerek giderlerdi Newroz \u015fenliklerine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Kartal Da\u011f\u0131\u2019nda ne zaman mermer oca\u011f\u0131na kar\u015f\u0131 k\u00f6ylerde bir hareketlilik ba\u015flad\u0131, r\u00fczgar direklerinin da\u011f\u0131n tepesine beton d\u00f6k\u00fclerek dikilece\u011fi duyuldu Kumru\u2019nun da s\u0131la \u00f6zlemi dindi. Kendilerinkinden daha geni\u015f olan yan kahvedeki ak\u015fam toplant\u0131lar\u0131na gidiyor, anlat\u0131lanlar\u0131 can kula\u011f\u0131 ile dinliyordu. Bazen resmi bir heyet geldi\u011finde k\u00f6y\u00fcn\u00fcn di\u011fer kad\u0131nlar\u0131yla birlikte elinde d\u00f6vizler, pankartlar en \u00f6nde y\u00fcr\u00fcyordu, \u201cRES, maden istemiyoruz\u201d diye slogan at\u0131yorlard\u0131. Kolundaki uyu\u015fukluk, ba\u015f\u0131ndaki a\u011fr\u0131lar, dilindeki tutukluk hep gitmi\u015fti. K\u00f6yl\u00fclerin da\u011flar\u0131n\u0131 korumak i\u00e7in endi\u015feyle b\u00f6ylesine y\u00fcrekten aya\u011fa kalkmalar\u0131 Kumru\u2019yu kendine getirmi\u015fti. Kumru yeniden dirilmi\u015fti sanki. Dicle gibi bazen durgun, bazen co\u015fkun ama hi\u00e7 durmadan akan bir su gibi hayat\u0131n ak\u0131\u015f\u0131na vermi\u015fti kendini.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Kumru i\u00e7indeki bo\u015flu\u011fu dolduran bu kavga iste\u011fine, heyecana, ya\u015fama sevincine \u015fa\u015f\u0131yordu bazen. Yine de ne kendisi, ne \u00e7ocuklar\u0131, ne e\u015fi bu mucizevi de\u011fi\u015fimden \u015fikayet ediyorlard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Kaleye \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015flar\u0131 kalmam\u0131\u015f, g\u00f6zleri \u015fi\u015f eve d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fleri unutulmu\u015f, kendinden ge\u00e7ti\u011fi o n\u00f6betler b\u0131\u00e7ak gibi kesilmi\u015fti. Ya\u015fam\u0131 ve ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 yeri korumak, daha birka\u00e7 y\u0131l \u00f6nce Nusaybin sokaklar\u0131nda ana dilinde \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fck t\u00fcrk\u00fcleri s\u00f6ylemek i\u00e7in yapt\u0131klar\u0131 eylemler kadar b\u00fcy\u00fck bir g\u00fc\u00e7 vermi\u015fti Kumru\u2019ya.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Direni\u015f Kumru\u2019yu kendine getirmi\u015fti. Nusaybin\u2019den kanat a\u00e7an Kumru, tele\u011finin birini Dicle\u2019nin suyunda b\u0131rakarak Kartal Da\u011f\u0131\u2019na yuvas\u0131n\u0131 kurmu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">* Kartal Da\u011f\u0131 m\u00fccadelesinden bir eko-kurgu \u00f6yk\u00fcs\u00fc<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/www.evrensel.net\/images\/600\/upload\/dosya\/202943.jpg\" alt=\"\"\/><figcaption>Foto\u011fraf: \u00d6zer Akdemir\/Evrensel<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Kaynak: <a href=\"https:\/\/www.evrensel.net\/yazi\/90240\/kartal-daginda-bir-kumru\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\">https:\/\/www.evrensel.net\/yazi\/90240\/kartal-daginda-bir-kumru<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u0130\u00e7inde birikenler \u2018offf\u2019 demeyle \u00e7\u0131ksayd\u0131 e\u011fer, ne derdi kal\u0131rd\u0131 Kumru\u2019nun, ne gam\u0131, kasveti. 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